Forever Lost

It is nighttime.
It is dark and silent.
I see sudden movement.
I see you standing.
There in a seductive way.
You have no fear.
No hesitation.
You approach me.
I feel alone abandoned.
Forgotten by everyone.
But you,
I'm empty of life and pain.
I feel inside like a outcast, renegade.
Solitary by nature.
You are part of my past forever lost to me.

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Misery

This loneliness of mine runs deep.
Into a endless bottomless pit of despair and heartache.
Deeper and deeper I keep stinking.
Deeper and deeper I keep falling.
Into a Morbid Darkness.
Will I every stop falling.
Will this feeling every end.
Will I have to live my life.
In darkness and misery.

The Wheels of Time

The wheels of time keep turning,
What will the wheels bring,
pain and suffering,
Or happiness and joy.
The wheels keep.
spinning,spinning,
Where they will stop.
Nobody Know?
For the age and young time runs out.
Will the wheels bring death and destruction.
Or will they bring a new life and new beginning.
When the wheels stop and where they stop.
Nobody Knows?

Lost Soul 

Searching for a lost soul

I been searching for a lost soul,
Please Help Me?
Find that one special guy.
Who I can share my dreams and sorrows with.
I have been searching.
A long time over snowy cap mountains.
And raging stormy seas.
Across wasted deserts.
I just want to see what would transpire.
Between two searching lost souls.
Please Help Me?
I will keep searching this vast land.
For many dark nights I have search in vain.
But still I can't find that one lost soul,
Like Me!

An Empty Room

Dreaming in an empty room.
Always thinking and always waiting.
Sitting and creating.
Sketching blank pictures;
looking at old photos and writing poems.
That do not yet exist.
These dreams are my dreams mine alone.
The mixed-up thoughts,
That are privately my own.
they're the endless tales.
Of being alone.

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You are a Picture

You are a picture.
Of life and love.
With colors bright and strong.

You are a Monet.
Complex and simple,
Rough and smooth,
Living and loving.

You are masterpiece.
Refusing to be discovered.
Collecting no dust.

Only memories of how things were.
Trying to make them that way again.
I see you in the museum of life.
And hope to be placed by your side.

Not to take away the light you deserve.
Only to complement it.

Freedom

Freedom is like a cool breeze.
Softly gliding through the trees,
Freedom is a warm clear night.
With crystals of starlight.
Freedom is bird in the air.
Freedom is being able.
To make your own lifestyle.
And freedom is just being.
Me for awhile?

Love 

Love

Silly talks,
And stupid jokes,
Quiet walks,
And windbreaker coats.
Nervous smiles,
Moments of doubt,
Afraid of ties,
Wanting out.
But when you're next to me,
It all seems to change
.No longer do I want to be free,
The feelings are quite strange.
Hands in hand,
Closer then this,
Searching the land,
For the first nervous kiss.
Under your arm,In a silly movie.
No need for alarm,I can answer truly.
I feel our love will stretch out,
Stretch out for an endless miles.
I know whithout a doubt,I'm going to stay with you awhile.
Hidden feelings.
That I know are true,
They may be kind of hard to find.
But I know I love you.

So Fragile

I have a crystal dream.
It is so fragile.
Standing up to a storm,
Yet blown away by a whisper,
Glittering brilliantly,
In the sunshine.
Sparkling dreamily,
In the light of moon.
I pray that I may keep it.
And touch it with my heart,
From the moment on.
Forever......

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To a Friend

Light,
As the morning rest upon the mountain.
The thought of you come softly to my mind.
The memory of you is close and dear.
Your friendship, like a glowing fire.
Has warmed me,
And I will not forget what.
We have known.
The touch of hands.
The closeness in a smile.
Keep fondly, in my heart.

Question to a Mirror at Sixteen

Where and when will I find love?
Or will love ever find me?
Will there be arms to bind me?
That speaks a lover's yearning?
Will I know the joy, the tears?
The kindling and the burning?
Will a hand hold tight to mine?
And be there joy or sorrow?
Where and when will I find love?Perhaps {oh please} tomorrow?

The damage 

The Damage Is Done

As the raging fire dies down,
The words ask to be taken back,
into scarcity.
But it's to late ....
The damage is done.
The words were never meant,
to hurt.
They flew from the heart captivity.
Before realizing they had escaped.
And become free,
The damage is done.
To soon the door will open.
For the words.
The ones I thought has gone.
revealing the substance.
That breaks the heart.
And scars the mind.
The effects have lessened,
Not so severe.
But still growing inside.
I can still hear the echoing.
But it's to late.
The damage is done.

Love Foolish Falling

Down I'm falling.
My heart taken the plunging deep.
Becoming part of him,
Taking a leap.
Why does it happen?
When our eyes meet.
Can't I stand alone,
On my own two feet?

His eyes searching mine.
luring and calling,
It happen again.
I'm falling.

Floating on clouds,
I'm stinking fast.
My memories and hurt.
I push to the past.
It's not that I want to;
stay above,
It's just that,
It's such a one-side love.

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Just What I See

Am I to write...
For man to read?
In letters to be upon agree?
No-Hell no....I write what's me.
And spell in words just what I see.
And if it's you who I offend.
Still let me be your steady friend.
For what I you hear....
And what I say.
Are only words in prefect play.
Read ,like it or disagree.
I only write.
Just what I see..

Enchantment

He is intelligent,
He has wit,
and earth common sense.
He is courageous.
I never realize such beauty existed.
While all I do is pine for him.
I cannot touch.
This loneliness of mine.
He become my only bliss;
I burn,
With what you cannot quite return.
I love him as he is uprecdictable, infuriation, bewitching.
passionate.
Was I crazy to love him?
We become friends but,
the idea being togeter and kissing one another hot skin was far from his heart.
He awaken things in me I did not know I could feel.
There a passion inside me it burns like a candle in a lantern.
To near to run yet.
To far to run away,
Can't you see I love you with all my heart.
He was a marvelous discovery,
But he was kindred spirit, and independent and self-sufficient.
I'm enchanted.
I'm possessed.
I'm in love.
But our love is demising into darkenss into a unreachable distance.
Please don't close the gate on paradise.
Don't shut the door to passion of dreams and desires.

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Cry of the Lonely

I am adrift,
Marooned alone,
Upon the sea.
There is no one,
To hold my hand,
No one to comfort me.
My tears, they fall,
Unheeded and my cry is all in vain.
Won't someone come,
To rescue me,
And take me home again.

Not So Mushy?

If you've read one love poem,
you needn't bother.
Ever again to read another.
It seem they are quite the same.
And my I ask, who is to blame?
For this silly slew of verses.
That only goes from bad to worst.
And clogs the ears and hurts the eyes.
And grips the stomach like a virus?
It rambles on in choppy meter.
It's points is lost in flowery phrase.
Of untold love and buds in vases.
Beach-side strolls and walks in snow.
"Forget me not" I love you so.
Dances, dresses, raindrops, rings.
"A perfect rose"- insipid things!
By nature bland, quite dull and trite.
indulged in by the not-so-bright.
And oh, the paper gone to waste.
And as I sneer"What mushy goo!"
I wish I had reason to write one to you.

Lighting 

To Be Me

Release my bond.
Undo my ties,
Let me be found.
Through that which defines.
Can not be alone?
To see my wants?
Let me be shown.
The goals I can confront.
Let me be,
and let me.

Once

You tell me love me.
I wish it were true.
You tell me you've,
missed me.
I used to miss you.
When you walked out the door.
I thought I would cry.
But you just kept walking.
Didn't even say good bye.
And now that you're back;
It isn't the same.
With me it was real.
With you just a game.
It's true I once loved you.
But that way before.
Now you say,
You love me.
It doesn't matter anymore.

Dreams 

I wish the very best for you

Even though I don't see you much.
And our feelings are no longer the same.
I wish the very best for you.....
Happiness without pain.

Even though were over now.
And our different way well go.
I wish to the very best for you.
Just thought I let you know.

So when the day turns into night.
And my mind drifts to the past.
I wish the very best for you.
And hope good time last.

I Must Let Go

A piece of life broke off from me.
It fell hard and passed away.
But still I live;
I laugh,
I work.
I forget much of the piece.
And yet remember a little.
The feeling of guilt hurt.
Most of all,
The shock,
The surprised of the sudden fall.
I wait awhile.
Surely he will appear.
Please don't leave me here.
Illusions of that piece.
Come to me.
So fast,
I try to remember the splendid times.
Moments of our past.
But they're fading:
I try to hold on as tight.
But it's to strong,
To fight I must let go.

A Kngiht 

The Struggle of Life

Thy path is long and hard.
Each turn is filled with danger.
Thy Goblins and thy Drangons.
At first are friendly strangers.

Hold tight to the dreams.
And strong to thy wishes;
for they are your guide,
to all of life richness.

Thy heart is your key.
Determination's your weapon.
Trust in your heart.
And fight off deception.

If you never give in.
To what life may bring.
Thu's not just a knight.
Thu's is a King.

I Believe

As I lose myself in some distance place and time.
I wonder and wait for the visions of you to reappear.
I know now that the life I knew was only a dream.
Until I met you.
That you make dreams comes true.
I remember that you believe in the wonders of the stars and moon.
You believe in the magic of songs and tunes.
You believe in two people should take a chance.
On love and sweet romance.
And you told me all I had to do was believe in you.
And always stay true.
Now I wonder and wait for you to reappear.
So we can dwell eternally.
Trying to make our dreams come true.
Because I believe in you.