Isolated

I feel so isolated from the rest of the world.
Alone and miserable with nobody really to talk to.
Nobody to hear my calls.
Nothing to call my own.
The despair it deep within me.
the desperate temp to fit in but never making it.
The bitter reality that nobody is there for me.
That solo I have to carry on.
Hoping beyond hope that one day.
I will not be so alone.
Someday things we change.
And that I will be alone no more.

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Nature Fury

The winds are blowing.
That standing seems a challenge.
The rain is coming down in sheets.
This is part of nature fury unleash that destroy lives ,
that nobody can go untouched by it.
The child that cries in the middle of the night.
No electric to smooth away it's fears.
The parents who stay up late and hope they will be
spare.
The animals frighten nowhere to run.
The trees blowing and bending in the wind.
The people of those who lost there lives during nature fury.
We pray for you and your family you left behind.
When nature is finish and move on the lost and be so great.
Heartbreaking to watch and trying to pick up the broken
piece again of our lives.
But lets hope their a light somewhere in this dark hours
of this catastrophe event.
Even if it only a small glimmer to start with.

Why Did You Walk Away?

Why did you leave me all alone?
Was it easy to walk away?
Why is everything about you and nothing about me.
Was it all lies you told me.
Was the truth so hard that you could not find it inside of the
cold careless heart to find a space for me.
I will always be there for you even when where apart.
But you have not been there for me.
Is your memory of me fading away replace my other.
I wonder why life changes so quick.
Within a blink of eyes.
Your there and now I standing alone....
Wonder how it all fell apart.

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There A Fire Inside of Me

There a fire inside me tonight.
A burning desire.
That can't be quench.
The fire inside me is burning hotter and hotter.
The heat so intense I feel like I'm melting inside.
I feel the blaze rising higher and higher inside me.
It is surrounding me.
The heat consume me.
I must find a way to escape this burning desire inside of me.
I need find a way to quench the fire before it take over my mind.

I Wish Things Could Be Different

I wish things could be different.
I wish life could change.
I wish you would listen to reason.
I wish you and me could travel back when time began.
I wish you would remember the good times we had.
Maybe the good would out live the bad.
But as each day past on I know that want happen.
But I can't stop myself from dreaming and hoping maybe.
One day you will walk back through that door.

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Shadows of my Past

Shadows of my past keep entering my mind.
Of all the people who I knew and the mistakes
I made can't undo.
The shadows of ex-friends that longer exist.
Because in time we all move on and forget.
The shadows of ex-boyfriends at onetime I love.
Who know longer exist because we made mistakes,
and where not ready to commitment.
Like shadows of lost loved ones who stood by your- side
who had no choice but to say goodbye.
Shadows of miss opportune to success that later you
turn down and had regrets.
But all the shadow that the worst you fail and now you,
feel empty inside.

I'm Clueless

I'm clueless to your whereabouts.
I'm clueless to where were heading.
I'm clueless to why I seem to dream about you.
I'm clueless to why I can't forget you.
I'm clueless about life injustice.
I'm clueless about love and romance.
I'm clueless about why you don't seek me out?
So Please Help Me?
And clue me in so I want be clueless anymore.

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Nobody Fault

Nobody Fault
I admire you from afar now.
We have faults some more than others.
But that what makes us humans after all.
My fault was I walk away from you.
With out giving you a chance.
Because of what somebody else did to me.
I never told you when you tired to comfort me.
I like the way your body felt.
The strength of your body was incredible.
I like the way you made me look into your eyes.
I saw a soul there just like me.
But I thought you where pitting me.
That I did not need.
I was so hurt that night,
And you took the time try and make it all right again.
But sometimes in you life your delt a hand.
I was delt the Ace of Spade that night.
Instead of the Queen of Heart.
I understand now I had pick up the wrong card.

Tiny Ripples

Moonlight reflects off the lake outside.
I stand and watch the ripples of the water as they crash,
against the shore.
Life is like that full of tiny ripples that crash against our lives.
Can we stand up against this ripples of emotions that,
life throw are way.
Or will they come crashing down on us.
And carry us with them back out to lake again.

A dream 

Hey Thinker, Hey Dreamer?

Hey thinker?
Hey dreamer?
What new world have you found.
One created from reality or from your own mine.
Hey thinker?
Hey dreamer?
Is this new world you found better then the real one.
No suffering or pain.
No crime or punishment.
No greed or hatefulness.
No death or dying.
No loneliness.
But love and life, happiness and joy.
What a perfect world it could be.
If only it was not a dream.

Taking Chances

We all take chances every day.
When walking out the front door.
When we drive down a busy highway.
When we go outside at night.
Danger lurks in every corner of our world.
But still we take chances.
We get up every day and keep going.
Knowing that one day we may not return.
Life is short when you think about it.
But we still take chances anyway.
We take chance on love and hope it return to us.
I took a chance on you.
And you let me down.
But again I'm getting use to that.
One day I will take a chance again.
And hope this time the chance works out.

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The Musician

The stage lights turn on and lights up the stage.
The band enters and the music starts to play.
The rhythm pick up.
The lead singer join in his voice soaring strong,
to the sound of the song.
The band play on.
The crowd responds they stand and start claping with the rhythm of the song.
The song finally comes to a sudden end.
The band now exist.
The lights dim down now the room is empty and dim.
Now it is time to leave.
This magical moment is now over for me.

What Is Love

Is love a warm smile that light your heart up.
Is love a hug on a cold rainy night.
Or is love a sparkle in your eyes when,
I'm standing close by you.
Is love two people holding hands walking along,
a sandy cover beach.
Is love a kiss under a oak tree on a bright sunny day.
Love is all of this things and more.
Love is many things to a lot different people.
But one important thing love is never having to say your sorry anymore.

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Alone

I sit here alone in a darken room.
With only a stream of light to see by.
Writing about things I wish would come true.
But alone the truth comes clear.
There will be no shiny white knight to take away my fears.
No Bard to sing away my blues.
There will be no rescue of any kind.
So alone I sit here thinking about what should have been a wonderful time.
Turn into a nightmare that only I alone can undo.

Don't Ask Me Why?

Don't ask me why?
I can't forget about you.
Don't ask me why?
When I look at you I melt inside.
Don't ask me why?
If we will be together forever.
Don't ask me why?
I love you so much but never had the time to tell you.
Don't ask me why?
There no words that I could write that would,
describe the way you make me feel inside.

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Time Stop When I Met You

Time stop to a stand still when I met you.
I knew that my life would never be the same again.
You change it forever.
Sometimes in life you meet somebody who is priceless.
It was only a chance meeting between us.
But I was intrigue by the depth of your eyes.
You are a mystery that one day I would like to investigate further.
Untold story waiting to be discover.
I'm just asking for a second meeting.
So I can further explore and see what happen again.

Unforgivable

There are some moments in your lifetime that are unforgivable.
Like the first time you see a newborn baby.
And the time you watch a turtle swimming in a pond.
Or a beautiful sunset raising over the horizon.
Having your first kiss.
Then there are times you wish you could forget.
Then heartbreak of a breakup with your boyfriend.
Then shock of love one who pass away suddenly.
Then loneliness of being alone.
And most of all the shock nobody cares.

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The Ghost Writer

I'm invisible to all around me.
A shadow in the nighttime.
I watch and listen to all the people around me.
The don't see me.
But I'm there.
Watching them.
I write about them.
Without them knowing I exist at all.
If only they knew.
What I have seen and heard.
But I'm a ghost invisible to all.
I hide and watch them from afar.
I remain silent and listen to the sounds around me.
The pain
The sorrow
The angry
The hate
The loneliness
I see and hear all.
But nobody see me.
Because I'm a ghost writer unseen by all.

Darkness Has Fallen

Darkness has fallen all around me.
I sit here in total isolation.
Cut off from the outside world.
With only my own thoughts to keep me company.
My mind drift back to happier times.
When things where a lot better.
Now all around me is nothing but isolation and darkness.
The darkness keeps creeping into my mind.
Slowly I feel myself slipping away into total blackness.
Please Help Me?
Find the light again to happiness.

Missing You 

Wishing You Where Here

I hear thunder and lighting striking the earth outside my window.
My thoughts start to drift back to the day I meet you.
I wonder if you are thinking about me to?
I hear music playing in the background from a old radio.
And recall the day I meet you.
You told me that day.
You would sing me a song.
You sang to me what a wonderful voice you had.
The song you sang had a dark forbidden melody too it.
But the song swiftly ended.
I realize at that moment time moves to fast.
I wish I could capture that moment of time and put it
in a time capsule to remember forever.
We will never know what could have been.
We never find out what time and faith could have held for us.
I hope one day I can get a second chance to meet you again.
Until that time comes I keep wishing you where here with me.